Fighting Darius

Hes so powerful though, so charismatic. He's a lycan, I'm just a regular werewolf. I couldnt stop thinking about him. I made up my mind that I would make him want me. I would fight for what I want. I would deny my own mate if it means I would get a chance. 

Three years I went after him single-mindedly. I laid my heart for him, he kept pushing me away. Then one day he pushed too far... and i'm tired of fighting for us. There is no us, I am a fool. I am done fighting him. I've made up my mind. I am going to forget him. I'm going to go out there and lose over and over again if I have to. What am I holding onto? Its not likely my mate will hold on for me. Darius certainly didnt. So why cant he just leave me alone? Why is he so hellbent on breaking me?

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The moment I laid eyes on her, I knew she was my erasthai. The one. The exotic looking dark haired beauty. Dark eyes taunting me, haunting me. Only I am not looking for the one. I am a warrior, with no room for a mate. A mate will make you weak, a weakness for your enemies. 

Then it happened, she finally gave up. For some reason it made me mad. Not only did she give up, she was going to giver herself away to some stranger! Thats not going to happen. Nobody else is touching her. Ill make sure she waits to find her mate. Shes so stubborn though, driving me crazy, so why cant i leave her alone?